is depressed… i just discovered fisica y quimica lately and am totally in love with fer and david… looked through pics and videos and ended up rooting for them the whole way even if david was sometimes a jerk and fer was sometimes an idiot. i don’t know about the whole story but i was drawn to the show because of the realistic portrayal of two gay characters (at least for me it was realistic…it was incredibly convincing). there seemed to be so much love between the two characters… the way they looked at each other, the way they smiled at each other, the way they kissed and they hugged made me love them.
and then i saw the ending… and fuck it all i kinda wish i’d never discovered them in the first place. fer dies!!!! he fucking dies!!! and i can’t help but think about everything he and david went through… all the break ups and fighting and all the happiness and kissing and tears…. god damn it… tears!!!! i was sobbing at the scene where fer is shot and david is there crying and that one moment where it seemed like fer would make it and david is happy/relieved and then suddenly he’s gone again. i was sobbing when david was in bed with fer’s shirt and that scene where he gets to see fer one last time… that kiss and im tearing up just thinking about it….
im gonna be depressed for a few days because of this :(( god damn it… FER WHY YOU DIE? WHY YOU LEAVE DAVID BEHIND? :((





